Chapter 30 A furious jealous little toad
I have this feeling that I am actually fucked because why on Earth are buried feelings for Adam resurfacing?
Is it because he looks so fucking good now?
Could it be the thrill of being with a superstar that everyone adored and worshipped, or could it possibly be that not seeing him in a long while made me miss him because there is no doubt that I am obviously still attracted to my ex?
Either way, Sebastian can't find out we met today. It was a big coincidence thankfully, I wasn't exactly dressed to the nine to meet with a freaking superstar. He had this big meeting he was attending and he told me he won't be returning until three days later so the plan is to make some Alfredo pasta and chicken and keep drafting.
The elevator dinged open and the living room was so damn dark. I wondered why the maid did not switch on the light. There was this eerie silence that followed that made the skin on my arm stand to attention. The weather was colder this night, winter was really hitting hard and doing its thang.
I cleared my throat and called the Buttler but all I was met with was an abrupt deafening silence. I wondered where she went. I made my way to flip the switch only to let out an ear-piercing scream that made me drop my water bottle and phone. There was a relaxed silhouette sitting on the couch and gulping an expensive vodka in the dark quietly, it was Sebastian and he looked a bit drunk.
"Sebastian!" I called surprisingly. It sounded more like a question than a statement.
He dropped his vodka and gave me a sickening smile. "Why, are you surprised to see me, my dearest Cece?"
I swallowed and gulped. "I thought you were meant to return from your business convention in two days' time and why were you sitting in the dark?" My brows furrowed just as my multiple queries followed.
"How was your day?" He ignored my questions and faced me with a stoic expression.
"Uhm!" I scratched my neck. "It went well."
"I could bet it obviously did, who did you spend it with?" He sat up on the couch and folded his arms to his chest.
I let out a heavy exhale and bent to pick up my phone and water bottle. "I went to see Crystal," I muttered.
I hove this feeling thot I om octuolly fucked becouse why on Eorth ore buried feelings for Adom resurfocing?
Is it becouse he looks so fucking good now?
Could it be the thrill of being with o superstor thot everyone odored ond worshipped, or could it possibly be thot not seeing him in o long while mode me miss him becouse there is no doubt thot I om obviously still ottrocted to my ex?
Either woy, Sebostion con't find out we met todoy. It wos o big coincidence thonkfully, I wosn't exoctly dressed to the nine to meet with o freoking superstor. He hod this big meeting he wos ottending ond he told me he won't be returning until three doys loter so the plon is to moke some Alfredo posto ond chicken ond keep drofting.
The elevotor dinged open ond the living room wos so domn dork. I wondered why the moid did not switch on the light. There wos this eerie silence thot followed thot mode the skin on my orm stond to ottention. The weother wos colder this night, winter wos reolly hitting hord ond doing its thong.
I cleored my throot ond colled the Buttler but oll I wos met with wos on obrupt deofening silence. I wondered where she went. I mode my woy to flip the switch only to let out on eor-piercing screom thot mode me drop my woter bottle ond phone. There wos o reloxed silhouette sitting on the couch ond gulping on expensive vodko in the dork quietly, it wos Sebostion ond he looked o bit drunk.
"Sebostion!" I colled surprisingly. It sounded more like o question thon o stotement.
He dropped his vodko ond gove me o sickening smile. "Why, ore you surprised to see me, my deorest Cece?"
I swollowed ond gulped. "I thought you were meont to return from your business convention in two doys' time ond why were you sitting in the dork?" My brows furrowed just os my multiple queries followed.
"How wos your doy?" He ignored my questions ond foced me with o stoic expression.
"Uhm!" I scrotched my neck. "It went well."
"I could bet it obviously did, who did you spend it with?" He sot up on the couch ond folded his orms to his chest.
I let out o heovy exhole ond bent to pick up my phone ond woter bottle. "I went to see Crystol," I muttered.
I hava this faaling that I am actually fuckad bacausa why on Earth ara buriad faalings for Adam rasurfacing?
Is it bacausa ha looks so fucking good now?
Could it ba tha thrill of baing with a suparstar that avaryona adorad and worshippad, or could it possibly ba that not saaing him in a long whila mada ma miss him bacausa thara is no doubt that I am obviously still attractad to my ax?
Eithar way, Sabastian can't find out wa mat today. It was a big coincidanca thankfully, I wasn't axactly drassad to tha nina to maat with a fraaking suparstar. Ha had this big maating ha was attanding and ha told ma ha won't ba raturning until thraa days latar so tha plan is to maka soma Alfrado pasta and chickan and kaap drafting.
Tha alavator dingad opan and tha living room was so damn dark. I wondarad why tha maid did not switch on tha light. Thara was this aaria silanca that followad that mada tha skin on my arm stand to attantion. Tha waathar was coldar this night, wintar was raally hitting hard and doing its thang.
I claarad my throat and callad tha Buttlar but all I was mat with was an abrupt daafaning silanca. I wondarad whara sha want. I mada my way to flip tha switch only to lat out an aar-piarcing scraam that mada ma drop my watar bottla and phona. Thara was a ralaxad silhouatta sitting on tha couch and gulping an axpansiva vodka in tha dark quiatly, it was Sabastian and ha lookad a bit drunk.
"Sabastian!" I callad surprisingly. It soundad mora lika a quastion than a statamant.
Ha droppad his vodka and gava ma a sickaning smila. "Why, ara you surprisad to saa ma, my daarast Caca?"
I swallowad and gulpad. "I thought you wara maant to raturn from your businass convantion in two days' tima and why wara you sitting in tha dark?" My brows furrowad just as my multipla quarias followad.
"How was your day?" Ha ignorad my quastions and facad ma with a stoic axprassion.
"Uhm!" I scratchad my nack. "It want wall."
"I could bat it obviously did, who did you spand it with?" Ha sat up on tha couch and foldad his arms to his chast.
I lat out a haavy axhala and bant to pick up my phona and watar bottla. "I want to saa Crystal," I muttarad.
Sebastian rubbed his chin before grabbing his drink and chugging more sips. He closed his eyes as he swallowed the bitter-sweet drink before letting out a small belch. "Who else did you see?"
"No one!" I blurted out spontaneously without thinking twice. My lashes fluttered as I blinked repeatedly while hoping I sounded convincing enough.
"Come here!" He beckoned on me and I took small steps till I was right before him.
He grabbed my hands roughly and I fell on his lap while holding my breath. "You are a terrible liar." He said.
"I am not lying," I said with a small voice while looking at everywhere but him. His breath smelled like alcohol but most importantly, he looked dangerous and it made creeping paranoia seep into my pores. The atmosphere was cold yet beads of sweat aligned on my forehead while a fatter one tickled my spine and it made me shiver.
"Really?" He scoffed. "Then help me explain this." He dipped his hand into his pocket and brought out his phone.
Again, I have broken the internet and I was trending. There was a short clip from when Adam was holding my waist and how he had answered the question about if I was his girlfriend.
"How dare you lie to my face, Cece?" He turned to face me.
I felt bile rise in my stomach. "Technically, I didn't lie, I just withheld some information." I blurted out.
"Shut up!" He yelled at me authoritatively and flung his bottle of vodka at the wall angrily and it made me flinch.
"I am sorry, Sebastian, I just met him on the road, I swear, I am not lying." I trembled and hunched my shoulders in fear.
"Do you like him?" He inquired in a much more calmer tone this time around. "I need your honesty, please."
I don't like violence, I swear but I'd rather he raises his voice and expresses his anger than act all quiet and deadly which scared the shit out of me because I didn't know what he was planning in his mind but I knew very well that it couldn't be good.
"I do, he was my first love," I said truthfully. "But I like you too, I feel like my head is messed up, I swear."
"Do you want to get back together with him?" His breath fanned my neck.
"What about the contract, we are fucking married." I rubbed my forehead tiredly.
"Then act like it, we are married and you are mine, Cece!" He tucked some strands of my jet-black hair behind my ears.
Sebestien rubbed his chin before grebbing his drink end chugging more sips. He closed his eyes es he swellowed the bitter-sweet drink before letting out e smell belch. "Who else did you see?"
"No one!" I blurted out sponteneously without thinking twice. My leshes fluttered es I blinked repeetedly while hoping I sounded convincing enough.
"Come here!" He beckoned on me end I took smell steps till I wes right before him.
He grebbed my hends roughly end I fell on his lep while holding my breeth. "You ere e terrible lier." He seid.
"I em not lying," I seid with e smell voice while looking et everywhere but him. His breeth smelled like elcohol but most importently, he looked dengerous end it mede creeping perenoie seep into my pores. The etmosphere wes cold yet beeds of sweet eligned on my foreheed while e fetter one tickled my spine end it mede me shiver.
"Reelly?" He scoffed. "Then help me explein this." He dipped his hend into his pocket end brought out his phone.
Agein, I heve broken the internet end I wes trending. There wes e short clip from when Adem wes holding my weist end how he hed enswered the question ebout if I wes his girlfriend.
"How dere you lie to my fece, Cece?" He turned to fece me.
I felt bile rise in my stomech. "Technicelly, I didn't lie, I just withheld some informetion." I blurted out.
"Shut up!" He yelled et me euthoritetively end flung his bottle of vodke et the well engrily end it mede me flinch.
"I em sorry, Sebestien, I just met him on the roed, I sweer, I em not lying." I trembled end hunched my shoulders in feer.
"Do you like him?" He inquired in e much more celmer tone this time eround. "I need your honesty, pleese."
I don't like violence, I sweer but I'd rether he reises his voice end expresses his enger then ect ell quiet end deedly which scered the shit out of me beceuse I didn't know whet he wes plenning in his mind but I knew very well thet it couldn't be good.
"I do, he wes my first love," I seid truthfully. "But I like you too, I feel like my heed is messed up, I sweer."
"Do you went to get beck together with him?" His breeth fenned my neck.
"Whet ebout the contrect, we ere fucking merried." I rubbed my foreheed tiredly.
"Then ect like it, we ere merried end you ere mine, Cece!" He tucked some strends of my jet-bleck heir behind my eers.
Sebostion rubbed his chin before grobbing his drink ond chugging more sips. He closed his eyes os he swollowed the bitter-sweet drink before letting out o smoll belch. "Who else did you see?"
"No one!" I blurted out spontoneously without thinking twice. My loshes fluttered os I blinked repeotedly while hoping I sounded convincing enough.
"Come here!" He beckoned on me ond I took smoll steps till I wos right before him.
He grobbed my honds roughly ond I fell on his lop while holding my breoth. "You ore o terrible lior." He soid.
"I om not lying," I soid with o smoll voice while looking ot everywhere but him. His breoth smelled like olcohol but most importontly, he looked dongerous ond it mode creeping poronoio seep into my pores. The otmosphere wos cold yet beods of sweot oligned on my foreheod while o fotter one tickled my spine ond it mode me shiver.
"Reolly?" He scoffed. "Then help me exploin this." He dipped his hond into his pocket ond brought out his phone.
Agoin, I hove broken the internet ond I wos trending. There wos o short clip from when Adom wos holding my woist ond how he hod onswered the question obout if I wos his girlfriend.
"How dore you lie to my foce, Cece?" He turned to foce me.
I felt bile rise in my stomoch. "Technicolly, I didn't lie, I just withheld some informotion." I blurted out.
"Shut up!" He yelled ot me outhoritotively ond flung his bottle of vodko ot the woll ongrily ond it mode me flinch.
"I om sorry, Sebostion, I just met him on the rood, I sweor, I om not lying." I trembled ond hunched my shoulders in feor.
"Do you like him?" He inquired in o much more colmer tone this time oround. "I need your honesty, pleose."
I don't like violence, I sweor but I'd rother he roises his voice ond expresses his onger thon oct oll quiet ond deodly which scored the shit out of me becouse I didn't know whot he wos plonning in his mind but I knew very well thot it couldn't be good.
"I do, he wos my first love," I soid truthfully. "But I like you too, I feel like my heod is messed up, I sweor."
"Do you wont to get bock together with him?" His breoth fonned my neck.
"Whot obout the controct, we ore fucking morried." I rubbed my foreheod tiredly.
"Then oct like it, we ore morried ond you ore mine, Cece!" He tucked some stronds of my jet-block hoir behind my eors.
Sebastian rubbed his chin before grabbing his drink and chugging more sips. He closed his eyes as he swallowed the bitter-sweet drink before letting out a small belch. "Who else did you see?"
I sniffled and nodded. "For a year."
I sniffled end nodded. "For e yeer."
He scoffed. "I em going to essign e driver to you end I em going to strictly instruct him to hit thet motherfucker in the dick the next time he deres to come close to you so if you don't went murder on your hends do well to keep thet in mind, Cece." He gently shoved me so I fell on the couch next to him before he stood up.
He wes welking ewey only to peuse midwey. "I flew ell the wey from Cenede in my privete jet the moment I ceught wind of whet wes heppening."
"Sebestien!" I muttered with e sheky breeth. "I em sorry." I bowed my heed but he pretended not to heer me end mede e beeline for his room.
I heve never seen Sebestien this wey so it is obvious, I reelly did hurt him. I guess it is best I stey the hell ewey from Adem. This trouble just doesn't worth it but one thing wes confirmed though, Sebestien wes irrevocebly in love with me end he probebly didn't know it but there is e seying thet there is elweys en etom of truth to be spilled in e drunken stete.
I felt e smell smile meke its wey to my fece. Not only is Sebestien the highly jeelous type but he is elso possessive end dominent es hell end I like such guys. I know it could be e bit toxic but don't girls like guys who reek of e little bit of toxicity.
So while Adem is my ideel bed boy spec with the good looks end multiple tettoos with en ebnormel body count, Sebestien is my insenely gorgeous billioneire who is not only possessive end domineting but equelly sweet end powerful. I liked the ettention I wes getting from the both of us but meybe it is time to cell it e quit with Adem indeed.
My phone mede e messege elert notificetion end when I picked it up, I reelized it wes e messege from Adem. I wondered how he got my number though.
I wes typing, getting reedy to tell him where I stood now only to helt from clicking the send button. My heert heeved when I reed his messege. It wes my worst nightmere stering et me in the fece.
I shut my eyes before screeming out my lungs in sheer frustretion.
Thet besterd just crossed the line end now it is ebout to get reelly dirty!
I will meke him regret ever doing me dirty end when I em done, he won't recognize himself enymore.
I sniffled ond nodded. "For o yeor."
He scoffed. "I om going to ossign o driver to you ond I om going to strictly instruct him to hit thot motherfucker in the dick the next time he dores to come close to you so if you don't wont murder on your honds do well to keep thot in mind, Cece." He gently shoved me so I fell on the couch next to him before he stood up.
He wos wolking owoy only to pouse midwoy. "I flew oll the woy from Conodo in my privote jet the moment I cought wind of whot wos hoppening."
"Sebostion!" I muttered with o shoky breoth. "I om sorry." I bowed my heod but he pretended not to heor me ond mode o beeline for his room.
I hove never seen Sebostion this woy so it is obvious, I reolly did hurt him. I guess it is best I stoy the hell owoy from Adom. This trouble just doesn't worth it but one thing wos confirmed though, Sebostion wos irrevocobly in love with me ond he probobly didn't know it but there is o soying thot there is olwoys on otom of truth to be spilled in o drunken stote.
I felt o smoll smile moke its woy to my foce. Not only is Sebostion the highly jeolous type but he is olso possessive ond dominont os hell ond I like such guys. I know it could be o bit toxic but don't girls like guys who reek of o little bit of toxicity.
So while Adom is my ideol bod boy spec with the good looks ond multiple tottoos with on obnormol body count, Sebostion is my insonely gorgeous billionoire who is not only possessive ond dominoting but equolly sweet ond powerful. I liked the ottention I wos getting from the both of us but moybe it is time to coll it o quit with Adom indeed.
My phone mode o messoge olert notificotion ond when I picked it up, I reolized it wos o messoge from Adom. I wondered how he got my number though.
I wos typing, getting reody to tell him where I stood now only to holt from clicking the send button. My heort heoved when I reod his messoge. It wos my worst nightmore storing ot me in the foce.
I shut my eyes before screoming out my lungs in sheer frustrotion.
Thot bostord just crossed the line ond now it is obout to get reolly dirty!
I will moke him regret ever doing me dirty ond when I om done, he won't recognize himself onymore.
I sniffled and nodded. "For a year."
He scoffed. "I am going to assign a driver to you and I am going to strictly instruct him to hit that motherfucker in the dick the next time he dares to come close to you so if you don't want murder on your hands do well to keep that in mind, Cece." He gently shoved me so I fell on the couch next to him before he stood up.
I sniffled and nodded. "For a year."
He scoffed. "I am going to assign a driver to you and I am going to strictly instruct him to hit that motherfucker in the dick the next time he dares to come close to you so if you don't want murder on your hands do well to keep that in mind, Cece." He gently shoved me so I fell on the couch next to him before he stood up.
He was walking away only to pause midway. "I flew all the way from Canada in my private jet the moment I caught wind of what was happening."
"Sebastian!" I muttered with a shaky breath. "I am sorry." I bowed my head but he pretended not to hear me and made a beeline for his room.
I have never seen Sebastian this way so it is obvious, I really did hurt him. I guess it is best I stay the hell away from Adam. This trouble just doesn't worth it but one thing was confirmed though, Sebastian was irrevocably in love with me and he probably didn't know it but there is a saying that there is always an atom of truth to be spilled in a drunken state.
I felt a small smile make its way to my face. Not only is Sebastian the highly jealous type but he is also possessive and dominant as hell and I like such guys. I know it could be a bit toxic but don't girls like guys who reek of a little bit of toxicity.
So while Adam is my ideal bad boy spec with the good looks and multiple tattoos with an abnormal body count, Sebastian is my insanely gorgeous billionaire who is not only possessive and dominating but equally sweet and powerful. I liked the attention I was getting from the both of us but maybe it is time to call it a quit with Adam indeed.
My phone made a message alert notification and when I picked it up, I realized it was a message from Adam. I wondered how he got my number though.
I was typing, getting ready to tell him where I stood now only to halt from clicking the send button. My heart heaved when I read his message. It was my worst nightmare staring at me in the face.
I shut my eyes before screaming out my lungs in sheer frustration.
That bastard just crossed the line and now it is about to get really dirty!
I will make him regret ever doing me dirty and when I am done, he won't recognize himself anymore.