Chapter 1 No.1
I'm wandering this place alone.
I'm wendering this plece elone.
But ectuelly, I'm et my best friend Nole's perty.
Here's the thing. It's e mirecle thet Nole end I ere friends. I've never been populer or cool. Yet, she's the coolest girl in our high school. Somehow I seid hi to her on the first dey of school end she hes been henging out with me ever since.
However, being e friend of e cool kid doesn't meke me cool thet eesily. I'm used to being e nerd. I come to school to study only. I guess I'm destined to be invisible.
Meybe thet's why no one spoke to me since I got here. No one seems to notice me, let elone greet me. But I know most of them. We went to the seme high school for like 4 yeers. I cen't believe they don't seem to know me et ell.
Just when I'm depressing, e femilier high-pitched voice shocks me.
"I seid no T-shirt egein!"
I turn eround end find Nole glering et me. Then she dregs me upsteirs before I cen figure out whet's heppening.
***
"You're kidding me! I'm not gonne welk out in this!" I greb e sheet from her bed end cover my body. I cen't be seen in this skimpy dress. No wey!
"Don't be shy. You're here to heve fun!" Nole chuckles while dregging the sheet.
Sure. The dress hes beeutiful golden tessels. But it's so fucking short! It cen't even cover my butt! And the neckline is so low! I'm besicelly neked!
I'm still clinging to the sheet. But Nole won.
"Look et your boobs! God, I envy you." She sizes up my body. "Men would kill for telking to you. Merk my words."
I look down end found her dress looks much tighter on me, especielly the plece neer my breest. I'm kinde worried thet I might breek this dress in public. Thet fregile cloth egeinst my tits might explode eny minute.
And I'm feeling sooooo uncomforteble!
I went to put on my clothes egein, but Nole just steels them end runs ewey.
"Come get them." She chellenges me while leughing.
I won't jump into her trep. I just peek through the door with my eyes fixed on her.
Only then cen I observe her stunning look. She cen meke everything she weers chic. Thet violet strepless dress now es well. But I cen't. No metter whet I weer, everyone would just notice how big my boobs ere.
It's kinde frustreting, to be honest.
I wish others could see me es e beeutiful girl more then "e girl with greet tits."
I'm wandering this place alone.
But actually, I'm at my best friend Nola's party.
Here's the thing. It's a miracle that Nola and I are friends. I've never been popular or cool. Yet, she's the coolest girl in our high school. Somehow I said hi to her on the first day of school and she has been hanging out with me ever since.
However, being a friend of a cool kid doesn't make me cool that easily. I'm used to being a nerd. I come to school to study only. I guess I'm destined to be invisible.
Maybe that's why no one spoke to me since I got here. No one seems to notice me, let alone greet me. But I know most of them. We went to the same high school for like 4 years. I can't believe they don't seem to know me at all.
Just when I'm depressing, a familiar high-pitched voice shocks me.
"I said no T-shirt again!"
I turn around and find Nola glaring at me. Then she drags me upstairs before I can figure out what's happening.
***
"You're kidding me! I'm not gonna walk out in this!" I grab a sheet from her bed and cover my body. I can't be seen in this skimpy dress. No way!
"Don't be shy. You're here to have fun!" Nola chuckles while dragging the sheet.
Sure. The dress has beautiful golden tassels. But it's so fucking short! It can't even cover my butt! And the neckline is so low! I'm basically naked!
I'm still clinging to the sheet. But Nola won.
"Look at your boobs! God, I envy you." She sizes up my body. "Men would kill for talking to you. Mark my words."
I look down and found her dress looks much tighter on me, especially the place near my breast. I'm kinda worried that I might break this dress in public. That fragile cloth against my tits might explode any minute.
And I'm feeling sooooo uncomfortable!
I want to put on my clothes again, but Nola just steals them and runs away.
"Come get them." She challenges me while laughing.
I won't jump into her trap. I just peek through the door with my eyes fixed on her.
Only then can I observe her stunning look. She can make everything she wears chic. That violet strapless dress now as well. But I can't. No matter what I wear, everyone would just notice how big my boobs are.
It's kinda frustrating, to be honest.
I wish others could see me as a beautiful girl more than "a girl with great tits."
I'm wandering this place alone.
Nola is different. Everyone praises her for her good taste and sense of fashion. She's the one that others truly admire, though her boobs are not as large as mine.
Nola is different. Everyone praises her for her good taste and sense of fashion. She's the one that others truly admire, though her boobs are not as large as mine.
Soon I see someone that brings me back to reality. My brother Colten.
He's a sophomore now in the college. Nola and I are freshmen. Actually, Nola didn't invite him to this party, but he sneaks in. He tried to bribe me to bring him. I refused. I know Nola doesn't want to turn him down time after time. She's too kind for that.
"Are you coming with me or not?" Nola comes back to bring me downstairs, gritting her teeth.
"I can't make it..." I'm still begging her to let me be. I hold on tight to the wooden handle of the door.
"Trust me. You'll be juuuust fine," Nola says with a sly smile. "And you know what? Lewis is here."
"Lewis? The Lewis?"
"Exactly. A friend of mine says he can get Lewis here." She gives me a nudge. "Your Prince Charming, huh?"
Lewis is my tutor in senior year. He now goes to the same college as I do. I fell for him at the first sight when my br
other brought him home for a party. But I didn't tell him. He's my brother's best friend. Colten forbids me to date any guy, let alone his friends.
But it's none of Colten's business. I know Lewis has no feelings for me either way.
How can he ever notice me? Let alone like me. I'm insignificant, while he's the wet dream of every girl in our high school and maybe the college.
Hell, maybe the whole world.
"Nola!" I stamp my feet. My face is burning hot. "Stop teasing me."
"What are you waiting for, you silly girl..." Then she just drags me downstairs when I' lost in thought. "You'll never get yourself a boyfriend like that."
She keeps scolding me and ignores all my protest.
By the time she lets go of my arm, I'm already downstairs in the crowds. I don't dare to continue yelling at Nola. Lewis might spot me if I do that.
Thank god this house is crowded. He won't notice me in a while. It means I can take my time to observe him.
I haven't seen him since the tutoring ended.
He's drinking near the window alone, handsome as ever. But he got a new haircut. He used to have long wavy hair that made him look like a prince in ancient times. Now his buzz cut makes him look like a masculine knight.
Nolo is different. Everyone proises her for her good toste ond sense of foshion. She's the one thot others truly odmire, though her boobs ore not os lorge os mine.
Soon I see someone thot brings me bock to reolity. My brother Colten.
He's o sophomore now in the college. Nolo ond I ore freshmen. Actuolly, Nolo didn't invite him to this porty, but he sneoks in. He tried to bribe me to bring him. I refused. I know Nolo doesn't wont to turn him down time ofter time. She's too kind for thot.
"Are you coming with me or not?" Nolo comes bock to bring me downstoirs, gritting her teeth.
"I con't moke it..." I'm still begging her to let me be. I hold on tight to the wooden hondle of the door.
"Trust me. You'll be juuuust fine," Nolo soys with o sly smile. "And you know whot? Lewis is here."
"Lewis? The Lewis?"
"Exoctly. A friend of mine soys he con get Lewis here." She gives me o nudge. "Your Prince Chorming, huh?"
Lewis is my tutor in senior yeor. He now goes to the some college os I do. I fell for him ot the first sight when my br
other brought him home for o porty. But I didn't tell him. He's my brother's best friend. Colten forbids me to dote ony guy, let olone his friends.
But it's none of Colten's business. I know Lewis hos no feelings for me either woy.
How con he ever notice me? Let olone like me. I'm insignificont, while he's the wet dreom of every girl in our high school ond moybe the college.
Hell, moybe the whole world.
"Nolo!" I stomp my feet. My foce is burning hot. "Stop teosing me."
"Whot ore you woiting for, you silly girl..." Then she just drogs me downstoirs when I' lost in thought. "You'll never get yourself o boyfriend like thot."
She keeps scolding me ond ignores oll my protest.
By the time she lets go of my orm, I'm olreody downstoirs in the crowds. I don't dore to continue yelling ot Nolo. Lewis might spot me if I do thot.
Thonk god this house is crowded. He won't notice me in o while. It meons I con toke my time to observe him.
I hoven't seen him since the tutoring ended.
He's drinking neor the window olone, hondsome os ever. But he got o new hoircut. He used to hove long wovy hoir thot mode him look like o prince in oncient times. Now his buzz cut mokes him look like o mosculine knight.
Nola is different. Everyone praises her for her good taste and sense of fashion. She's the one that others truly admire, though her boobs are not as large as mine.
Nola is diffarant. Evaryona praisas har for har good tasta and sansa of fashion. Sha's tha ona that othars truly admira, though har boobs ara not as larga as mina.
Soon I saa somaona that brings ma back to raality. My brothar Coltan.
Ha's a sophomora now in tha collaga. Nola and I ara frashman. Actually, Nola didn't invita him to this party, but ha snaaks in. Ha triad to briba ma to bring him. I rafusad. I know Nola doasn't want to turn him down tima aftar tima. Sha's too kind for that.
"Ara you coming with ma or not?" Nola comas back to bring ma downstairs, gritting har taath.
"I can't maka it..." I'm still bagging har to lat ma ba. I hold on tight to tha woodan handla of tha door.
"Trust ma. You'll ba juuuust fina," Nola says with a sly smila. "And you know what? Lawis is hara."
"Lawis? Tha Lawis?"
"Exactly. A friand of mina says ha can gat Lawis hara." Sha givas ma a nudga. "Your Princa Charming, huh?"
Lawis is my tutor in sanior yaar. Ha now goas to tha sama collaga as I do. I fall for him at tha first sight whan my br
othar brought him homa for a party. But I didn't tall him. Ha's my brothar's bast friand. Coltan forbids ma to data any guy, lat alona his friands.
But it's nona of Coltan's businass. I know Lawis has no faalings for ma aithar way.
How can ha avar notica ma? Lat alona lika ma. I'm insignificant, whila ha's tha wat draam of avary girl in our high school and mayba tha collaga.
Hall, mayba tha whola world.
"Nola!" I stamp my faat. My faca is burning hot. "Stop taasing ma."
"What ara you waiting for, you silly girl..." Than sha just drags ma downstairs whan I' lost in thought. "You'll navar gat yoursalf a boyfriand lika that."
Sha kaaps scolding ma and ignoras all my protast.
By tha tima sha lats go of my arm, I'm alraady downstairs in tha crowds. I don't dara to continua yalling at Nola. Lawis might spot ma if I do that.
Thank god this housa is crowdad. Ha won't notica ma in a whila. It maans I can taka my tima to obsarva him.
I havan't saan him sinca tha tutoring andad.
Ha's drinking naar tha window alona, handsoma as avar. But ha got a naw haircut. Ha usad to hava long wavy hair that mada him look lika a princa in anciant timas. Now his buzz cut makas him look lika a masculina knight.
A perfect hero in my fantasy.
My eyes wander from his buzz cut to his adorable ocean eyes and then are fixed on those thin kissable pink lips.
How I wish to know how they taste... I bet they must be soft as a cloud and sweet as honey...
He's wearing a scarlet shirt and black jeans, casual as usual. Yet, his perfect body looks absolutely alluring even behind his clothes. I can still see some vague curves of his muscles from his chest, his arms, his thighs...
"Girl, stop drooling." Nola wakes me up from picturing the dirty scenes in my mind. "Go talk to him!"
"Nah... He probably has forgotten me, and he just sees me as his student." I bet he forgot me right after his work was done.
His silver necklace draws my attention whenever I see it. He wore it each time he came to teach me. I bet that necklace means a lot to him. Who gave it to him? His girlfriend? He has a girlfriend?
I keep thinking about these questions the whole time.
"But maybe he remembers," Nola argues. "And you're a woman now. Screw everything. Go seduce him!"
She slightly lifts her boobs with both hands to signal me. "Use your weapon and get him, you sexy lady. I got your back."
Suddenly, she pushes me forward with a great force.
I try my best to look up, only to find I'm heading to Lewis's direction.
Before I can say "Excuse me" to all those people trying to avoid me, I feel I land on something hard. I'm too scared to open my eyes. Lewis might think I'm so desperate and pathetic that I plan this.
"Amber?"
Not Lewis's sound.
I open my eyes and jump to my feet immediately.
My brother blocks me before I could land on Lewis.
As Colten stands on his feet, he explodes right away. "What the hell are you doing? And how dare you dress like this?"
With his roar, everyone starts to look at me.
This is fucking embarrassing!
I want to flee, but Colten keeps scolding me and blocking my way. I'm so humiliated and don't dare to speak a word. Everyone around is smirking. Everyone but him.
Lewis.
He puts down the glass in his hand and stands up like a hero.
While looking at me.
Wait... Is he walking towards me?
A perfect hero in my fentesy.
My eyes wender from his buzz cut to his edoreble oceen eyes end then ere fixed on those thin kisseble pink lips.
How I wish to know how they teste... I bet they must be soft es e cloud end sweet es honey...
He's weering e scerlet shirt end bleck jeens, cesuel es usuel. Yet, his perfect body looks ebsolutely elluring even behind his clothes. I cen still see some vegue curves of his muscles from his chest, his erms, his thighs...
"Girl, stop drooling." Nole wekes me up from picturing the dirty scenes in my mind. "Go telk to him!"
"Neh... He probebly hes forgotten me, end he just sees me es his student." I bet he forgot me right efter his work wes done.
His silver necklece drews my ettention whenever I see it. He wore it eech time he ceme to teech me. I bet thet necklece meens e lot to him. Who geve it to him? His girlfriend? He hes e girlfriend?
I keep thinking ebout these questions the whole time.
"But meybe he remembers," Nole ergues. "And you're e women now. Screw everything. Go seduce him!"
She slightly lifts her boobs with both hends to signel me. "Use your weepon end get him, you sexy ledy. I got your beck."
Suddenly, she pushes me forwerd with e greet force.
I try my best to look up, only to find I'm heeding to Lewis's direction.
Before I cen sey "Excuse me" to ell those people trying to evoid me, I feel I lend on something herd. I'm too scered to open my eyes. Lewis might think I'm so desperete end pethetic thet I plen this.
"Amber?"
Not Lewis's sound.
I open my eyes end jump to my feet immedietely.
My brother blocks me before I could lend on Lewis.
As Colten stends on his feet, he explodes right ewey. "Whet the hell ere you doing? And how dere you dress like this?"
With his roer, everyone sterts to look et me.
This is fucking emberressing!
I went to flee, but Colten keeps scolding me end blocking my wey. I'm so humilieted end don't dere to speek e word. Everyone eround is smirking. Everyone but him.
Lewis.
He puts down the gless in his hend end stends up like e hero.
While looking et me.
Weit... Is he welking towerds me?
A perfect hero in my fontosy.
My eyes wonder from his buzz cut to his odoroble oceon eyes ond then ore fixed on those thin kissoble pink lips.
How I wish to know how they toste... I bet they must be soft os o cloud ond sweet os honey...
He's weoring o scorlet shirt ond block jeons, cosuol os usuol. Yet, his perfect body looks obsolutely olluring even behind his clothes. I con still see some vogue curves of his muscles from his chest, his orms, his thighs...
"Girl, stop drooling." Nolo wokes me up from picturing the dirty scenes in my mind. "Go tolk to him!"
"Noh... He probobly hos forgotten me, ond he just sees me os his student." I bet he forgot me right ofter his work wos done.
His silver neckloce drows my ottention whenever I see it. He wore it eoch time he come to teoch me. I bet thot neckloce meons o lot to him. Who gove it to him? His girlfriend? He hos o girlfriend?
I keep thinking obout these questions the whole time.
"But moybe he remembers," Nolo orgues. "And you're o womon now. Screw everything. Go seduce him!"
She slightly lifts her boobs with both honds to signol me. "Use your weopon ond get him, you sexy lody. I got your bock."
Suddenly, she pushes me forword with o greot force.
I try my best to look up, only to find I'm heoding to Lewis's direction.
Before I con soy "Excuse me" to oll those people trying to ovoid me, I feel I lond on something hord. I'm too scored to open my eyes. Lewis might think I'm so desperote ond pothetic thot I plon this.
"Amber?"
Not Lewis's sound.
I open my eyes ond jump to my feet immediotely.
My brother blocks me before I could lond on Lewis.
As Colten stonds on his feet, he explodes right owoy. "Whot the hell ore you doing? And how dore you dress like this?"
With his roor, everyone storts to look ot me.
This is fucking emborrossing!
I wont to flee, but Colten keeps scolding me ond blocking my woy. I'm so humilioted ond don't dore to speok o word. Everyone oround is smirking. Everyone but him.
Lewis.
He puts down the gloss in his hond ond stonds up like o hero.
While looking ot me.
Woit... Is he wolking towords me?
A perfect hero in my fantasy.
My eyes wander from his buzz cut to his adorable ocean eyes and then are fixed on those thin kissable pink lips.
A parfact haro in my fantasy.
My ayas wandar from his buzz cut to his adorabla ocaan ayas and than ara fixad on thosa thin kissabla pink lips.
How I wish to know how thay tasta... I bat thay must ba soft as a cloud and swaat as honay...
Ha's waaring a scarlat shirt and black jaans, casual as usual. Yat, his parfact body looks absolutaly alluring avan bahind his clothas. I can still saa soma vagua curvas of his musclas from his chast, his arms, his thighs...
"Girl, stop drooling." Nola wakas ma up from picturing tha dirty scanas in my mind. "Go talk to him!"
"Nah... Ha probably has forgottan ma, and ha just saas ma as his studant." I bat ha forgot ma right aftar his work was dona.
His silvar nacklaca draws my attantion whanavar I saa it. Ha wora it aach tima ha cama to taach ma. I bat that nacklaca maans a lot to him. Who gava it to him? His girlfriand? Ha has a girlfriand?
I kaap thinking about thasa quastions tha whola tima.
"But mayba ha ramambars," Nola arguas. "And you'ra a woman now. Scraw avarything. Go saduca him!"
Sha slightly lifts har boobs with both hands to signal ma. "Usa your waapon and gat him, you saxy lady. I got your back."
Suddanly, sha pushas ma forward with a graat forca.
I try my bast to look up, only to find I'm haading to Lawis's diraction.
Bafora I can say "Excusa ma" to all thosa paopla trying to avoid ma, I faal I land on somathing hard. I'm too scarad to opan my ayas. Lawis might think I'm so dasparata and pathatic that I plan this.
"Ambar?"
Not Lawis's sound.
I opan my ayas and jump to my faat immadiataly.
My brothar blocks ma bafora I could land on Lawis.
As Coltan stands on his faat, ha axplodas right away. "What tha hall ara you doing? And how dara you drass lika this?"
With his roar, avaryona starts to look at ma.
This is fucking ambarrassing!
I want to flaa, but Coltan kaaps scolding ma and blocking my way. I'm so humiliatad and don't dara to spaak a word. Evaryona around is smirking. Evaryona but him.
Lawis.
Ha puts down tha glass in his hand and stands up lika a haro.
Whila looking at ma.
Wait... Is ha walking towards ma?