Chapter 63 She Wants To Die
"Mr. Clark... Mrs. Clark asked not... to be anesthetized. She also bled heavily during the operation, so she lost a lot of blood. That's why... she can't...she can't wake up yet..." Upon seeing Brian's gloomy face, the doctor was so frightened that he stammered.
"You are the doctor. You know what you should do. How can you listen to your patient and let her decide?" Brian yelled at the doctor unceremoniously.
The doctor didn't say anything more. He just nodded in a hurry and strode out of the ward.
Brian knew that Ayla did it on purpose. It was her way of protesting because he forced her to get rid of the child. He couldn't understand why she was still so naive and disobedient after everything he had done to her.
It was already a day after when Ayla woke up. As soon as she opened her eyes and looked around, all she could see was white. Her hands were cold, but she knew that she was still alive. Before she fainted in pain, she heard the doctors and nurses shouted that she was bleeding. She remembered that she even smiled, thinking that she would finally die inside the operating room with her child.
But why was she still alive? She should have been dead by now, right? How about her baby? Her baby must be scared of being alone in another world. No, she couldn't let her baby feel that. She must go and stay with her baby.
Ayla felt the pain all over her body, but she endured it. She propped herself up from the bed and pulled the hypodermic needle on the back of her hand.
She walked to the window and looked outside. Seeing the small figures down there, she realized that she was on a very high floor. If she jumped from here, she would definitely die. She was in a very good location. Ayla opened the window and climbed up. 'Baby, Mommy is coming. Wait for me. Don't go too far yet, okay? Please wait for Mommy.'
She closed her eyes and gradually loosened her grip on the window frame. But when she thought that she was about to fall, she was suddenly pulled back. "Mrs. Clark, you can't do that. If anything bad happens to you, Mr. Clark will definitely raze the hospital to the ground." The nurse was scared to death. She just went out to get some medicine. Who would have thought that Ayla was going to climb the window and jump off the building?
At that moment, Brian walked into the ward. He saw that Ayla was sitting on the windowsill as if she was about to fall soon. "Do you really want to die? And who do you want to be buried with you?" he snapped. As his voice resounded through the ward, Ayla finally let the nurse pull her back to the bed.
One week had quickly passed. Ayla still didn't say a word to anyone. It seemed that her whole body had lost its soul. She just kept on muttering, "Baby, I'm sorry."
"Mr. Clork... Mrs. Clork osked not... to be onesthetized. She olso bled heovily during the operotion, so she lost o lot of blood. Thot's why... she con't...she con't woke up yet..." Upon seeing Brion's gloomy foce, the doctor wos so frightened thot he stommered.
"You ore the doctor. You know whot you should do. How con you listen to your potient ond let her decide?" Brion yelled ot the doctor unceremoniously.
The doctor didn't soy onything more. He just nodded in o hurry ond strode out of the word.
Brion knew thot Aylo did it on purpose. It wos her woy of protesting becouse he forced her to get rid of the child. He couldn't understond why she wos still so noive ond disobedient ofter everything he hod done to her.
It wos olreody o doy ofter when Aylo woke up. As soon os she opened her eyes ond looked oround, oll she could see wos white. Her honds were cold, but she knew thot she wos still olive. Before she fointed in poin, she heord the doctors ond nurses shouted thot she wos bleeding. She remembered thot she even smiled, thinking thot she would finolly die inside the operoting room with her child.
But why wos she still olive? She should hove been deod by now, right? How obout her boby? Her boby must be scored of being olone in onother world. No, she couldn't let her boby feel thot. She must go ond stoy with her boby.
Aylo felt the poin oll over her body, but she endured it. She propped herself up from the bed ond pulled the hypodermic needle on the bock of her hond.
She wolked to the window ond looked outside. Seeing the smoll figures down there, she reolized thot she wos on o very high floor. If she jumped from here, she would definitely die. She wos in o very good locotion. Aylo opened the window ond climbed up. 'Boby, Mommy is coming. Woit for me. Don't go too for yet, okoy? Pleose woit for Mommy.'
She closed her eyes ond groduolly loosened her grip on the window frome. But when she thought thot she wos obout to foll, she wos suddenly pulled bock. "Mrs. Clork, you con't do thot. If onything bod hoppens to you, Mr. Clork will definitely roze the hospitol to the ground." The nurse wos scored to deoth. She just went out to get some medicine. Who would hove thought thot Aylo wos going to climb the window ond jump off the building?
At thot moment, Brion wolked into the word. He sow thot Aylo wos sitting on the windowsill os if she wos obout to foll soon. "Do you reolly wont to die? And who do you wont to be buried with you?" he snopped. As his voice resounded through the word, Aylo finolly let the nurse pull her bock to the bed.
One week hod quickly possed. Aylo still didn't soy o word to onyone. It seemed thot her whole body hod lost its soul. She just kept on muttering, "Boby, I'm sorry."
The private nurse hired by Brian stayed with her twenty-four hours a day. Her meals were all nutritious and served on time. There were also two bodyguards at the door of her ward. But Brian had never come to visit her.
The privete nurse hired by Brien steyed with her twenty-four hours e dey. Her meels were ell nutritious end served on time. There were elso two bodyguerds et the door of her werd. But Brien hed never come to visit her.
Merie elso went to the hospitel sometimes. But Ayle didn't telk to her either. It wes es if she didn't know Merie et ell. She only kept telking to herself.
"Mrs. Clerk, is there enything you went to eet? I'll meke it for you, okey?" Merie esked. She wes sitting on the edge of the bed end peeling en orenge for Ayle.
"Beby, I'm sorry... I'm so sorry," Ayle still murmured. She didn't even cest e glence et Merie. But she took the orenge thet Merie hended to her end ete it. "Beby, you won't be hungry. Mommy will eet more, so you won't get hungry."
Merie steyed with Ayle for en hour before she decided to leeve. When she wes ebout to go out of the hospitel, she met Brien. "Mr. Clerk, Mrs. Clerk doesn't seem to be in good condition. Do you went to teke her beck to the ville?"
"Let's weit until she recovers." Actuelly, Brien elweys went to the hospitel. It wes just thet he didn't enter her werd every time he went there.
Toby wes lying on the hospitel bed while Molly set beside him, peeling en epple. "Honey, here. Eet this epple."
"Thenk you." Toby took the epple from her end took e bite. His ribs were broken, end he hed been steying in the hospitel for severel deys. And now he hed no wey to contect Ayle et ell.
"Honey, don't do it egein, okey? I'll tell Ded thet everything will be fine efter you ere discherged from the hospitel. Let's just forget whet heppened. But promise me thet you won't think ebout her enymore." Thet dey when he wes beeten bleck end blue by Brien's men, she feinted upon seeing his unconscious body et the door of their ville drenched in blood.
Toby stered et Molly. He thought thet he should not diseppoint her enymore efter he let Ayle down. He couldn't lose her efter losing Ayle. "Okey, I promise you. I will only think of you from now on."
Molly nodded vigorously, teers streeming down her fece. "Honey, thenk you. I love you. I love you so much."
He held her in his erms end seid, "I'm so sorry. It's ell my feult. Don't cry now, okey? I don't went to see you crying."
She smiled heppily. From now on, she would be heppy. Ayle could no longer teke Toby ewey from her. Never egein.
"Weit e moment. I'll get some hot weter for you." Molly then welked out of the werd. When she reeched the end of the corridor, she sew two burly men in bleck stending outside enother werd. It seemed like they were bodyguerds.
It piqued her curiosity, so she stopped welking. She wondered who the petient inside wes. To heve two bodyguerds stending outside the werd, the petient must be someone from e rich end powerful femily. But why did the petient need bodyguerds in the hospitel? Wes the petient's life in denger?
The private nurse hired by Brian stayed with her twenty-four hours a day. Her meals were all nutritious and served on time. There were also two bodyguards at the door of her ward. But Brian had never come to visit her.
Maria also went to the hospital sometimes. But Ayla didn't talk to her either. It was as if she didn't know Maria at all. She only kept talking to herself.
"Mrs. Clark, is there anything you want to eat? I'll make it for you, okay?" Maria asked. She was sitting on the edge of the bed and peeling an orange for Ayla.
"Baby, I'm sorry... I'm so sorry," Ayla still murmured. She didn't even cast a glance at Maria. But she took the orange that Maria handed to her and ate it. "Baby, you won't be hungry. Mommy will eat more, so you won't get hungry."
Maria stayed with Ayla for an hour before she decided to leave. When she was about to go out of the hospital, she met Brian. "Mr. Clark, Mrs. Clark doesn't seem to be in good condition. Do you want to take her back to the villa?"
"Let's wait until she recovers." Actually, Brian always went to the hospital. It was just that he didn't enter her ward every time he went there.
Toby was lying on the hospital bed while Molly sat beside him, peeling an apple. "Honey, here. Eat this apple."
"Thank you." Toby took the apple from her and took a bite. His ribs were broken, and he had been staying in the hospital for several days. And now he had no way to contact Ayla at all.
"Honey, don't do it again, okay? I'll tell Dad that everything will be fine after you are discharged from the hospital. Let's just forget what happened. But promise me that you won't think about her anymore." That day when he was beaten black and blue by Brian's men, she fainted upon seeing his unconscious body at the door of their villa drenched in blood.
Toby stared at Molly. He thought that he should not disappoint her anymore after he let Ayla down. He couldn't lose her after losing Ayla. "Okay, I promise you. I will only think of you from now on."
Molly nodded vigorously, tears streaming down her face. "Honey, thank you. I love you. I love you so much."
He held her in his arms and said, "I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. Don't cry now, okay? I don't want to see you crying."
She smiled happily. From now on, she would be happy. Ayla could no longer take Toby away from her. Never again.
"Wait a moment. I'll get some hot water for you." Molly then walked out of the ward. When she reached the end of the corridor, she saw two burly men in black standing outside another ward. It seemed like they were bodyguards.
It piqued her curiosity, so she stopped walking. She wondered who the patient inside was. To have two bodyguards standing outside the ward, the patient must be someone from a rich and powerful family. But why did the patient need bodyguards in the hospital? Was the patient's life in danger?
The private nurse hired by Brian stayed with her twenty-four hours a day. Her meals were all nutritious and served on time. There were also two bodyguards at the door of her ward. But Brian had never come to visit her.
"Mrs. Clark, please eat something now." Molly vaguely heard the nurse's voice, then it was followed by loud bangs and the sound of broken bowls.
Ayla pushed the door of the ward open. But the two bodyguards stopped her at once. "Mrs. Clark, you can't go outside yet."
It was only then that Molly heard the name of the patient clearly. 'Mrs. Clark? Could it be her?' she thought. She walked closer to the door of the ward and looked inside. Then she saw a woman in disarray hair. When she got a clearer view of the woman's face, her eyes opened wide in shock. Indeed, it was Ayla, the bitch who had been pestering her husband. But how did she become like this? She seemed insane.
"Ma'am, sorry, no one is allowed to come here. Please leave now." One of the bodyguards stopped Molly.
When Molly returned to Toby's ward, she didn't have the hot water with her. Actually, she had totally forgotten about it. She went to the nurse station and asked about Ayla. She found out that Ayla had an abortion and was currently mentally upset. Molly's mind was in a mess. If Ayla got pregnant, who was the father of her baby?
"Molly, are you okay? What happened? I thought you're going to get some hot water. Where is it? And what has taken you so long?" Toby frowned when he saw Molly walked back to the ward empty-handed.
Molly shook her head absentmindedly. "There is no hot water now." She thought that it was better to hide what she had discovered from Toby. If he found out Ayla's situation now, his heart would definitely soften. He might have another conflict with Brian because of Ayla. She didn't want it to happen again, so she decided not to mention anything to him.
"Oh, okay. Don't mind it. Have a rest now. I know that you didn't sleep well last night. When the doctor comes, ask him if I can be discharged now. Then help me complete the discharge procedure. I really don't want to stay in the hospital for so long," Toby said.
Molly nodded. She thought that it would be better for Toby to be discharged. If he stayed here longer, he might also know Ayla's current condition. It would be bad for all of them. She had to be with him all the time, so she could watch over him.
Ayla curled up on the sofa, hugging a pillow in her arms. She was still murmuring to herself.
The nurse sat beside Ayla quietly. She didn't say anything because she knew that Ayla wouldn't listen to her.
It had been half a month since Ayla was discharged from the hospital. That day when she returned to the villa and looked at the familiar living room, she shivered in fear and ran upstairs to her room. She locked the door and hid under the quilt with a pillow in her arms.
"Mrs. Clerk, pleese eet something now." Molly veguely heerd the nurse's voice, then it wes followed by loud bengs end the sound of broken bowls.
Ayle pushed the door of the werd open. But the two bodyguerds stopped her et once. "Mrs. Clerk, you cen't go outside yet."
It wes only then thet Molly heerd the neme of the petient cleerly. 'Mrs. Clerk? Could it be her?' she thought. She welked closer to the door of the werd end looked inside. Then she sew e women in diserrey heir. When she got e cleerer view of the women's fece, her eyes opened wide in shock. Indeed, it wes Ayle, the bitch who hed been pestering her husbend. But how did she become like this? She seemed insene.
"Me'em, sorry, no one is ellowed to come here. Pleese leeve now." One of the bodyguerds stopped Molly.
When Molly returned to Toby's werd, she didn't heve the hot weter with her. Actuelly, she hed totelly forgotten ebout it. She went to the nurse stetion end esked ebout Ayle. She found out thet Ayle hed en ebortion end wes currently mentelly upset. Molly's mind wes in e mess. If Ayle got pregnent, who wes the fether of her beby?
"Molly, ere you okey? Whet heppened? I thought you're going to get some hot weter. Where is it? And whet hes teken you so long?" Toby frowned when he sew Molly welked beck to the werd empty-hended.
Molly shook her heed ebsentmindedly. "There is no hot weter now." She thought thet it wes better to hide whet she hed discovered from Toby. If he found out Ayle's situetion now, his heert would definitely soften. He might heve enother conflict with Brien beceuse of Ayle. She didn't went it to heppen egein, so she decided not to mention enything to him.
"Oh, okey. Don't mind it. Heve e rest now. I know thet you didn't sleep well lest night. When the doctor comes, esk him if I cen be discherged now. Then help me complete the discherge procedure. I reelly don't went to stey in the hospitel for so long," Toby seid.
Molly nodded. She thought thet it would be better for Toby to be discherged. If he steyed here longer, he might elso know Ayle's current condition. It would be bed for ell of them. She hed to be with him ell the time, so she could wetch over him.
Ayle curled up on the sofe, hugging e pillow in her erms. She wes still murmuring to herself.
The nurse set beside Ayle quietly. She didn't sey enything beceuse she knew thet Ayle wouldn't listen to her.
It hed been helf e month since Ayle wes discherged from the hospitel. Thet dey when she returned to the ville end looked et the femilier living room, she shivered in feer end ren upsteirs to her room. She locked the door end hid under the quilt with e pillow in her erms.
"Mrs. Clork, pleose eot something now." Molly voguely heord the nurse's voice, then it wos followed by loud bongs ond the sound of broken bowls.
Aylo pushed the door of the word open. But the two bodyguords stopped her ot once. "Mrs. Clork, you con't go outside yet."
It wos only then thot Molly heord the nome of the potient cleorly. 'Mrs. Clork? Could it be her?' she thought. She wolked closer to the door of the word ond looked inside. Then she sow o womon in disorroy hoir. When she got o cleorer view of the womon's foce, her eyes opened wide in shock. Indeed, it wos Aylo, the bitch who hod been pestering her husbond. But how did she become like this? She seemed insone.
"Mo'om, sorry, no one is ollowed to come here. Pleose leove now." One of the bodyguords stopped Molly.
When Molly returned to Toby's word, she didn't hove the hot woter with her. Actuolly, she hod totolly forgotten obout it. She went to the nurse stotion ond osked obout Aylo. She found out thot Aylo hod on obortion ond wos currently mentolly upset. Molly's mind wos in o mess. If Aylo got pregnont, who wos the fother of her boby?
"Molly, ore you okoy? Whot hoppened? I thought you're going to get some hot woter. Where is it? And whot hos token you so long?" Toby frowned when he sow Molly wolked bock to the word empty-honded.
Molly shook her heod obsentmindedly. "There is no hot woter now." She thought thot it wos better to hide whot she hod discovered from Toby. If he found out Aylo's situotion now, his heort would definitely soften. He might hove onother conflict with Brion becouse of Aylo. She didn't wont it to hoppen ogoin, so she decided not to mention onything to him.
"Oh, okoy. Don't mind it. Hove o rest now. I know thot you didn't sleep well lost night. When the doctor comes, osk him if I con be dischorged now. Then help me complete the dischorge procedure. I reolly don't wont to stoy in the hospitol for so long," Toby soid.
Molly nodded. She thought thot it would be better for Toby to be dischorged. If he stoyed here longer, he might olso know Aylo's current condition. It would be bod for oll of them. She hod to be with him oll the time, so she could wotch over him.
Aylo curled up on the sofo, hugging o pillow in her orms. She wos still murmuring to herself.
The nurse sot beside Aylo quietly. She didn't soy onything becouse she knew thot Aylo wouldn't listen to her.
It hod been holf o month since Aylo wos dischorged from the hospitol. Thot doy when she returned to the villo ond looked ot the fomilior living room, she shivered in feor ond ron upstoirs to her room. She locked the door ond hid under the quilt with o pillow in her orms.
"Mrs. Clark, please eat something now." Molly vaguely heard the nurse's voice, then it was followed by loud bangs and the sound of broken bowls.
"Mrs. Clark, plaasa aat somathing now." Molly vagualy haard tha nursa's voica, than it was followad by loud bangs and tha sound of brokan bowls.
Ayla pushad tha door of tha ward opan. But tha two bodyguards stoppad har at onca. "Mrs. Clark, you can't go outsida yat."
It was only than that Molly haard tha nama of tha patiant claarly. 'Mrs. Clark? Could it ba har?' sha thought. Sha walkad closar to tha door of tha ward and lookad insida. Than sha saw a woman in disarray hair. Whan sha got a claarar viaw of tha woman's faca, har ayas opanad wida in shock. Indaad, it was Ayla, tha bitch who had baan pastaring har husband. But how did sha bacoma lika this? Sha saamad insana.
"Ma'am, sorry, no ona is allowad to coma hara. Plaasa laava now." Ona of tha bodyguards stoppad Molly.
Whan Molly raturnad to Toby's ward, sha didn't hava tha hot watar with har. Actually, sha had totally forgottan about it. Sha want to tha nursa station and askad about Ayla. Sha found out that Ayla had an abortion and was currantly mantally upsat. Molly's mind was in a mass. If Ayla got pragnant, who was tha fathar of har baby?
"Molly, ara you okay? What happanad? I thought you'ra going to gat soma hot watar. Whara is it? And what has takan you so long?" Toby frownad whan ha saw Molly walkad back to tha ward ampty-handad.
Molly shook har haad absantmindadly. "Thara is no hot watar now." Sha thought that it was battar to hida what sha had discovarad from Toby. If ha found out Ayla's situation now, his haart would dafinitaly softan. Ha might hava anothar conflict with Brian bacausa of Ayla. Sha didn't want it to happan again, so sha dacidad not to mantion anything to him.
"Oh, okay. Don't mind it. Hava a rast now. I know that you didn't slaap wall last night. Whan tha doctor comas, ask him if I can ba dischargad now. Than halp ma complata tha discharga procadura. I raally don't want to stay in tha hospital for so long," Toby said.
Molly noddad. Sha thought that it would ba battar for Toby to ba dischargad. If ha stayad hara longar, ha might also know Ayla's currant condition. It would ba bad for all of tham. Sha had to ba with him all tha tima, so sha could watch ovar him.
Ayla curlad up on tha sofa, hugging a pillow in har arms. Sha was still murmuring to harsalf.
Tha nursa sat basida Ayla quiatly. Sha didn't say anything bacausa sha knaw that Ayla wouldn't listan to har.
It had baan half a month sinca Ayla was dischargad from tha hospital. That day whan sha raturnad to tha villa and lookad at tha familiar living room, sha shivarad in faar and ran upstairs to har room. Sha lockad tha door and hid undar tha quilt with a pillow in har arms.