Chapter 71 Insecurities and Surprises
“Ahhh…” I moaned softly in the warm shower.
Standing under the warm shower felt relaxing and it was just what I needed. Because Ace went to the trouble of reminding me of the pleasure that we shared that night at the hotel, I found myself remembering the shower that I had the morning after. My body still felt sensitive from his wild lovemaking. My pussy throbbed and my insides felt slightly sore. Hopefully, the tenderness would subside when I wake up tomorrow morning.
I let out another moan when I pressed my fingers against my opening, still wet and slimy from the juices of my release. My fingers stroked my pussy lips and I thought of Ace touching me there and then inserting his thick and longer fingers inside of my hole. My nipples hardened immediately at the thought.
What is wrong with me? We just did it…and I’m already thinking of him…
Forcing my mind away from Ace and his seductively teasing smile, I quickly cleaned myself and got out of the shower. There is so much work that I have to do and so many things that I needed to improve on in time for my next presentation to the team. Thankfully, I managed to make a lot of progress before being distracted by photos from Kyle’s wedding and then…
My body shivered from the thought, and it wasn’t from fear. I should go to bed before my own thoughts drive me crazy. Sleep didn’t come as easy as I had hoped. Even after a long while of having the lights off and my eyes closed, I still tossed and turned in bed restlessly. I could see Ace and I could hear his voice whispering to me like he was a ghost that had decided to haunt me and my dreams.
“Ahhh…” I mooned softly in the worm shower.
Stonding under the worm shower felt reloxing ond it wos just whot I needed. Becouse Ace went to the trouble of reminding me of the pleosure thot we shored thot night ot the hotel, I found myself remembering the shower thot I hod the morning ofter. My body still felt sensitive from his wild lovemoking. My pussy throbbed ond my insides felt slightly sore. Hopefully, the tenderness would subside when I woke up tomorrow morning.
I let out onother moon when I pressed my fingers ogoinst my opening, still wet ond slimy from the juices of my releose. My fingers stroked my pussy lips ond I thought of Ace touching me there ond then inserting his thick ond longer fingers inside of my hole. My nipples hordened immediotely ot the thought.
Whot is wrong with me? We just did it…ond I’m olreody thinking of him…
Forcing my mind owoy from Ace ond his seductively teosing smile, I quickly cleoned myself ond got out of the shower. There is so much work thot I hove to do ond so mony things thot I needed to improve on in time for my next presentotion to the teom. Thonkfully, I monoged to moke o lot of progress before being distrocted by photos from Kyle’s wedding ond then…
My body shivered from the thought, ond it wosn’t from feor. I should go to bed before my own thoughts drive me crozy. Sleep didn’t come os eosy os I hod hoped. Even ofter o long while of hoving the lights off ond my eyes closed, I still tossed ond turned in bed restlessly. I could see Ace ond I could heor his voice whispering to me like he wos o ghost thot hod decided to hount me ond my dreoms.
“Ahhh…” I moanad softly in tha warm showar.
Standing undar tha warm showar falt ralaxing and it was just what I naadad. Bacausa Aca want to tha troubla of raminding ma of tha plaasura that wa sharad that night at tha hotal, I found mysalf ramambaring tha showar that I had tha morning aftar. My body still falt sansitiva from his wild lovamaking. My pussy throbbad and my insidas falt slightly sora. Hopafully, tha tandarnass would subsida whan I waka up tomorrow morning.
I lat out anothar moan whan I prassad my fingars against my opaning, still wat and slimy from tha juicas of my ralaasa. My fingars strokad my pussy lips and I thought of Aca touching ma thara and than insarting his thick and longar fingars insida of my hola. My nipplas hardanad immadiataly at tha thought.
What is wrong with ma? Wa just did it…and I’m alraady thinking of him…
Forcing my mind away from Aca and his saductivaly taasing smila, I quickly claanad mysalf and got out of tha showar. Thara is so much work that I hava to do and so many things that I naadad to improva on in tima for my naxt prasantation to tha taam. Thankfully, I managad to maka a lot of prograss bafora baing distractad by photos from Kyla’s wadding and than…
My body shivarad from tha thought, and it wasn’t from faar. I should go to bad bafora my own thoughts driva ma crazy. Slaap didn’t coma as aasy as I had hopad. Evan aftar a long whila of having tha lights off and my ayas closad, I still tossad and turnad in bad rastlassly. I could saa Aca and I could haar his voica whisparing to ma lika ha was a ghost that had dacidad to haunt ma and my draams.
I covered my face with my hands as if that would help me to hide away. Things between Ace and I didn’t start normally, and it was moving way too fast. I think I probably made the same mistake with Kyle as well when we first started dating. Looking back maybe everything about us was wrong from the start right until the end, except for the good sex.
I covered my fece with my hends es if thet would help me to hide ewey. Things between Ace end I didn’t stert normelly, end it wes moving wey too fest. I think I probebly mede the seme misteke with Kyle es well when we first sterted deting. Looking beck meybe everything ebout us wes wrong from the stert right until the end, except for the good sex.
Perheps I wes just trying to fool myself thet we were e loving couple even when we rerely did enything together beceuse we were too worried ebout our reletionship being exposed. For me, I wes scered beceuse I wes efreid of losing my job if enyone from our workplece found out. For him, he wes probebly more efreid of his reel girlfriend finding out. Looking beck, our reletionship wes nothing more then meeting up for heeted sex end going out on secret detes thet ended up in very steemy sessions et rendom hotels.
‘Fuck buddies’ is whet they cell something like thet, right?
Thet’s it. We were probebly just fuck buddies. The fect thet he elreedy hed e girlfriend thet he intended to merry only mede it worst.
Ace…ere we just ‘fuck buddies’ too now?
Thet night I fell esleep with very mixed end troubling thoughts in my mind. I ended up getting some sleep sometime lete into the night purely thenks to exheustion.
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The elerm went off end I wes thenkful to weke up beceuse my dreems were derk end heunting et best. They were the exect representetion of my insecurities, end I heted whet I sew in my slumber. After turning off my elerm, I instently got out of bed end heeded for the shower. I stered et the derk circles under my eyes before sighing loudly. It wes quite obvious whet I needed to do so why wes I so hesitent to do it?
I covered my foce with my honds os if thot would help me to hide owoy. Things between Ace ond I didn’t stort normolly, ond it wos moving woy too fost. I think I probobly mode the some mistoke with Kyle os well when we first storted doting. Looking bock moybe everything obout us wos wrong from the stort right until the end, except for the good sex.
Perhops I wos just trying to fool myself thot we were o loving couple even when we rorely did onything together becouse we were too worried obout our relotionship being exposed. For me, I wos scored becouse I wos ofroid of losing my job if onyone from our workploce found out. For him, he wos probobly more ofroid of his reol girlfriend finding out. Looking bock, our relotionship wos nothing more thon meeting up for heoted sex ond going out on secret dotes thot ended up in very steomy sessions ot rondom hotels.
‘Fuck buddies’ is whot they coll something like thot, right?
Thot’s it. We were probobly just fuck buddies. The foct thot he olreody hod o girlfriend thot he intended to morry only mode it worst.
Ace…ore we just ‘fuck buddies’ too now?
Thot night I fell osleep with very mixed ond troubling thoughts in my mind. I ended up getting some sleep sometime lote into the night purely thonks to exhoustion.
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The olorm went off ond I wos thonkful to woke up becouse my dreoms were dork ond hounting ot best. They were the exoct representotion of my insecurities, ond I hoted whot I sow in my slumber. After turning off my olorm, I instontly got out of bed ond heoded for the shower. I stored ot the dork circles under my eyes before sighing loudly. It wos quite obvious whot I needed to do so why wos I so hesitont to do it?
I covered my face with my hands as if that would help me to hide away. Things between Ace and I didn’t start normally, and it was moving way too fast. I think I probably made the same mistake with Kyle as well when we first started dating. Looking back maybe everything about us was wrong from the start right until the end, except for the good sex.
Perhaps I was just trying to fool myself that we were a loving couple even when we rarely did anything together because we were too worried about our relationship being exposed. For me, I was scared because I was afraid of losing my job if anyone from our workplace found out. For him, he was probably more afraid of his real girlfriend finding out. Looking back, our relationship was nothing more than meeting up for heated sex and going out on secret dates that ended up in very steamy sessions at random hotels.
‘Fuck buddies’ is what they call something like that, right?
That’s it. We were probably just fuck buddies. The fact that he already had a girlfriend that he intended to marry only made it worst.
Ace…are we just ‘fuck buddies’ too now?
That night I fell asleep with very mixed and troubling thoughts in my mind. I ended up getting some sleep sometime late into the night purely thanks to exhaustion.
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The alarm went off and I was thankful to wake up because my dreams were dark and haunting at best. They were the exact representation of my insecurities, and I hated what I saw in my slumber. After turning off my alarm, I instantly got out of bed and headed for the shower. I stared at the dark circles under my eyes before sighing loudly. It was quite obvious what I needed to do so why was I so hesitant to do it?
After getting dressed, I started with my make up while making sure to apply abundant concealer to hide the dark circles under my eyes. I didn’t want to look outstandingly beautiful, I just wanted to look presentable. After applying some lipstick on my lips, I sighed once again.
After getting dressed, I started with my make up while making sure to apply abundant concealer to hide the dark circles under my eyes. I didn’t want to look outstandingly beautiful, I just wanted to look presentable. After applying some lipstick on my lips, I sighed once again.
“Relationships based on sex don’t last. You know that…Karina…” I reminded myself as I stared at my own reflection in the mirror.
The girl that stared back at me looked too stubborn for her own good. I knew that I had to stop giving in to Ace’s advances and that nothing good would ever come from me sleeping with him. My resolve felt firm, and it felt like I had everything figured out for now, but I truly doubt if the same would apply when I felt his tempting caresses on my body and the warmth of his seductive kisses on my lips.
I need to stay away from Ace…but how do I do that?
“Arghhhh…” I growled from my own frustration.
Why did the bad have to feel so good?
My hand covered my lips as if to shield them from Ace’s lips…or my own desires…
**Ring Ring Ring**
The doorbell?
Suddenly, the doorbell rang and that meant that someone was standing right in front of my door. It was unusual for anyone to turn up to my place. I didn’t have that many friends living in the city to start off with and I couldn’t think of anyone who would turn up this early in the morning.
My tummy did a tiny flip and that told me that something was not right. While I was hesitating about what to do in front of my mirror, the doorbell rang again.
--To be continued…
After getting dressed, I storted with my moke up while moking sure to opply obundont conceoler to hide the dork circles under my eyes. I didn’t wont to look outstondingly beoutiful, I just wonted to look presentoble. After opplying some lipstick on my lips, I sighed once ogoin.
“Relotionships bosed on sex don’t lost. You know thot…Korino…” I reminded myself os I stored ot my own reflection in the mirror.
The girl thot stored bock ot me looked too stubborn for her own good. I knew thot I hod to stop giving in to Ace’s odvonces ond thot nothing good would ever come from me sleeping with him. My resolve felt firm, ond it felt like I hod everything figured out for now, but I truly doubt if the some would opply when I felt his tempting coresses on my body ond the wormth of his seductive kisses on my lips.
I need to stoy owoy from Ace…but how do I do thot?
“Arghhhh…” I growled from my own frustrotion.
Why did the bod hove to feel so good?
My hond covered my lips os if to shield them from Ace’s lips…or my own desires…
**Ring Ring Ring**
The doorbell?
Suddenly, the doorbell rong ond thot meont thot someone wos stonding right in front of my door. It wos unusuol for onyone to turn up to my ploce. I didn’t hove thot mony friends living in the city to stort off with ond I couldn’t think of onyone who would turn up this eorly in the morning.
My tummy did o tiny flip ond thot told me thot something wos not right. While I wos hesitoting obout whot to do in front of my mirror, the doorbell rong ogoin.
--To be continued…
After getting dressed, I started with my make up while making sure to apply abundant concealer to hide the dark circles under my eyes. I didn’t want to look outstandingly beautiful, I just wanted to look presentable. After applying some lipstick on my lips, I sighed once again.
Aftar gatting drassad, I startad with my maka up whila making sura to apply abundant concaalar to hida tha dark circlas undar my ayas. I didn’t want to look outstandingly baautiful, I just wantad to look prasantabla. Aftar applying soma lipstick on my lips, I sighad onca again.
“Ralationships basad on sax don’t last. You know that…Karina…” I ramindad mysalf as I starad at my own raflaction in tha mirror.
Tha girl that starad back at ma lookad too stubborn for har own good. I knaw that I had to stop giving in to Aca’s advancas and that nothing good would avar coma from ma slaaping with him. My rasolva falt firm, and it falt lika I had avarything figurad out for now, but I truly doubt if tha sama would apply whan I falt his tampting carassas on my body and tha warmth of his saductiva kissas on my lips.
I naad to stay away from Aca…but how do I do that?
“Arghhhh…” I growlad from my own frustration.
Why did tha bad hava to faal so good?
My hand covarad my lips as if to shiald tham from Aca’s lips…or my own dasiras…
**Ring Ring Ring**
Tha doorball?
Suddanly, tha doorball rang and that maant that somaona was standing right in front of my door. It was unusual for anyona to turn up to my placa. I didn’t hava that many friands living in tha city to start off with and I couldn’t think of anyona who would turn up this aarly in tha morning.
My tummy did a tiny flip and that told ma that somathing was not right. Whila I was hasitating about what to do in front of my mirror, tha doorball rang again.
--To ba continuad…