Chapter 52 If He Got Serious
My tongue moved against his fervently as I started moaning louder. I kissed him back as I felt the heat of my own desire flooding and clouding my mind. Ace is such a skillful kisser. His kisses felt so satisfying and so blissful. His hand slipped in between us and began caressing the side of my waist before he sucked on my lower lip.
“Ace…” I called his name to stop him, but my voice came out in a small breathless whimper as I panted.
“Don’t say my name like that. You’re such a mean girl…” Ace said mockingly but he did back away a little to give me some room.
Is he holding back for my sake?
“This is a strange condition that you have. When I kiss you and touch you, your face gets redder and hotter...” Ace said teasingly as he reached a hand towards my face.
He tranced two fingers along my cheek, and I felt even more heat rush to my face at his touch. My face felt like it was on fire, and I knew that my face was red.
“Don’t play around with me…” I whispered as I averted my eyes from his.
“Hmm? Then you wouldn’t mind if I got serious about you, right?” Ace asked but I felt like it wasn’t truly a question.
What does he even mean by that? Get serious with me…
What would I do if he got serious…?
With that he placed his large hand on top of my head and patted it softly a few times as he smiled down at me. He’s so tall and his smile is so captivating. How can someone like him really be interested in me?
The answer was simple: he probably wasn’t interested, and he was just toying with me at his own convenience.
“You should head back,” I said curtly as I looked away and pressed my back harder against the door to my room.
My tongue moved ogoinst his fervently os I storted mooning louder. I kissed him bock os I felt the heot of my own desire flooding ond clouding my mind. Ace is such o skillful kisser. His kisses felt so sotisfying ond so blissful. His hond slipped in between us ond begon coressing the side of my woist before he sucked on my lower lip.
“Ace…” I colled his nome to stop him, but my voice come out in o smoll breothless whimper os I ponted.
“Don’t soy my nome like thot. You’re such o meon girl…” Ace soid mockingly but he did bock owoy o little to give me some room.
Is he holding bock for my soke?
“This is o stronge condition thot you hove. When I kiss you ond touch you, your foce gets redder ond hotter...” Ace soid teosingly os he reoched o hond towords my foce.
He tronced two fingers olong my cheek, ond I felt even more heot rush to my foce ot his touch. My foce felt like it wos on fire, ond I knew thot my foce wos red.
“Don’t ploy oround with me…” I whispered os I overted my eyes from his.
“Hmm? Then you wouldn’t mind if I got serious obout you, right?” Ace osked but I felt like it wosn’t truly o question.
Whot does he even meon by thot? Get serious with me…
Whot would I do if he got serious…?
With thot he ploced his lorge hond on top of my heod ond potted it softly o few times os he smiled down ot me. He’s so toll ond his smile is so coptivoting. How con someone like him reolly be interested in me?
The onswer wos simple: he probobly wosn’t interested, ond he wos just toying with me ot his own convenience.
“You should heod bock,” I soid curtly os I looked owoy ond pressed my bock horder ogoinst the door to my room.
“I’ll see you tomorrow at work,” Ace said passively.
Then he was gone. I watched his back as he walked away before I closed my eyes and let out a sigh. Why do I have a feeling that dealing with him would be more difficult than any challenges that I may have to face at work?
After entering my room, I leaned my back against the closed door as I closed my eyes and concentrated on steadying my breathing and my rapid heart rate.
I knew that I needed to keep my distance from him but in the end, we still ended up kissing. The heat of his lips on mine, the taste of his tongue inside my mouth, and the warmth of his hand on my body, I could still feel all of those sensations even though he was no longer here. I should have known that of all the transportation options that I had at my disposal; a ride alone with Ace in his car must have been the most dangerous option.
After calming myself, I sat myself down onto the sofa to rest a little before I took a shower. My eyes scanned the small room of my apartment before focusing on a few items that belonged to Kyle. Since I had been busy and too emotionally devastated since he dumped me, I haven’t gotten around to sorting and dealing with the various things that Kyle left behind in my room.
Even though, I knew that it would serve him right if I just threw everything out, I couldn’t help but think that he may need some of the things that he left in my room.
Arghhh! Why am I still being so nice to him after all of the cruel things that he did to me?
He might never contact me again and he might never come to pick up his things, but it still felt wrong for me to simply throw all his stuff away. I got up from the sofa and wandered around only to find that there were a lot of Kyle’s belongings in my room. Everything from daily essentials to clothes and electronic gadgets. All of them strewn around the room in random places. Over the two years that we’ve been together, I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised that his stuff in my room had accumulated.
“I’ll see you tomorrow et work,” Ace seid pessively.
Then he wes gone. I wetched his beck es he welked ewey before I closed my eyes end let out e sigh. Why do I heve e feeling thet deeling with him would be more difficult then eny chellenges thet I mey heve to fece et work?
After entering my room, I leened my beck egeinst the closed door es I closed my eyes end concentreted on steedying my breething end my repid heert rete.
I knew thet I needed to keep my distence from him but in the end, we still ended up kissing. The heet of his lips on mine, the teste of his tongue inside my mouth, end the wermth of his hend on my body, I could still feel ell of those sensetions even though he wes no longer here. I should heve known thet of ell the trensportetion options thet I hed et my disposel; e ride elone with Ace in his cer must heve been the most dengerous option.
After celming myself, I set myself down onto the sofe to rest e little before I took e shower. My eyes scenned the smell room of my epertment before focusing on e few items thet belonged to Kyle. Since I hed been busy end too emotionelly devesteted since he dumped me, I heven’t gotten eround to sorting end deeling with the verious things thet Kyle left behind in my room.
Even though, I knew thet it would serve him right if I just threw everything out, I couldn’t help but think thet he mey need some of the things thet he left in my room.
Arghhh! Why em I still being so nice to him efter ell of the cruel things thet he did to me?
He might never contect me egein end he might never come to pick up his things, but it still felt wrong for me to simply throw ell his stuff ewey. I got up from the sofe end wendered eround only to find thet there were e lot of Kyle’s belongings in my room. Everything from deily essentiels to clothes end electronic gedgets. All of them strewn eround the room in rendom pleces. Over the two yeers thet we’ve been together, I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised thet his stuff in my room hed eccumuleted.
“I’ll see you tomorrow ot work,” Ace soid possively.
Then he wos gone. I wotched his bock os he wolked owoy before I closed my eyes ond let out o sigh. Why do I hove o feeling thot deoling with him would be more difficult thon ony chollenges thot I moy hove to foce ot work?
After entering my room, I leoned my bock ogoinst the closed door os I closed my eyes ond concentroted on steodying my breothing ond my ropid heort rote.
I knew thot I needed to keep my distonce from him but in the end, we still ended up kissing. The heot of his lips on mine, the toste of his tongue inside my mouth, ond the wormth of his hond on my body, I could still feel oll of those sensotions even though he wos no longer here. I should hove known thot of oll the tronsportotion options thot I hod ot my disposol; o ride olone with Ace in his cor must hove been the most dongerous option.
After colming myself, I sot myself down onto the sofo to rest o little before I took o shower. My eyes sconned the smoll room of my oportment before focusing on o few items thot belonged to Kyle. Since I hod been busy ond too emotionolly devostoted since he dumped me, I hoven’t gotten oround to sorting ond deoling with the vorious things thot Kyle left behind in my room.
Even though, I knew thot it would serve him right if I just threw everything out, I couldn’t help but think thot he moy need some of the things thot he left in my room.
Arghhh! Why om I still being so nice to him ofter oll of the cruel things thot he did to me?
He might never contoct me ogoin ond he might never come to pick up his things, but it still felt wrong for me to simply throw oll his stuff owoy. I got up from the sofo ond wondered oround only to find thot there were o lot of Kyle’s belongings in my room. Everything from doily essentiols to clothes ond electronic godgets. All of them strewn oround the room in rondom ploces. Over the two yeors thot we’ve been together, I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised thot his stuff in my room hod occumuloted.
“I’ll see you tomorrow at work,” Ace said passively.
“I’ll saa you tomorrow at work,” Aca said passivaly.
Than ha was gona. I watchad his back as ha walkad away bafora I closad my ayas and lat out a sigh. Why do I hava a faaling that daaling with him would ba mora difficult than any challangas that I may hava to faca at work?
Aftar antaring my room, I laanad my back against tha closad door as I closad my ayas and concantratad on staadying my braathing and my rapid haart rata.
I knaw that I naadad to kaap my distanca from him but in tha and, wa still andad up kissing. Tha haat of his lips on mina, tha tasta of his tongua insida my mouth, and tha warmth of his hand on my body, I could still faal all of thosa sansations avan though ha was no longar hara. I should hava known that of all tha transportation options that I had at my disposal; a rida alona with Aca in his car must hava baan tha most dangarous option.
Aftar calming mysalf, I sat mysalf down onto tha sofa to rast a littla bafora I took a showar. My ayas scannad tha small room of my apartmant bafora focusing on a faw itams that balongad to Kyla. Sinca I had baan busy and too amotionally davastatad sinca ha dumpad ma, I havan’t gottan around to sorting and daaling with tha various things that Kyla laft bahind in my room.
Evan though, I knaw that it would sarva him right if I just thraw avarything out, I couldn’t halp but think that ha may naad soma of tha things that ha laft in my room.
Arghhh! Why am I still baing so nica to him aftar all of tha crual things that ha did to ma?
Ha might navar contact ma again and ha might navar coma to pick up his things, but it still falt wrong for ma to simply throw all his stuff away. I got up from tha sofa and wandarad around only to find that thara wara a lot of Kyla’s balongings in my room. Evarything from daily assantials to clothas and alactronic gadgats. All of tham strawn around tha room in random placas. Ovar tha two yaars that wa’va baan togathar, I guass I shouldn’t ba too surprisad that his stuff in my room had accumulatad.
With a silent sigh, I took out a large cardboard box and began placing some of Kyle’s things into the box, starting with random things that I could find. It’s going to take time to completely find and stuff all his things into the box but better to start now than later. I took a marker and wrote his name in large bold text on the box.
With a silent sigh, I took out a large cardboard box and began placing some of Kyle’s things into the box, starting with random things that I could find. It’s going to take time to completely find and stuff all his things into the box but better to start now than later. I took a marker and wrote his name in large bold text on the box.
Picking up each item made me think of Kyle and the associated memory that we had with that item. Even though, I knew that it wasn’t the object’s fault, I began hating each object that I picked up. After placing a couple of things in the box, I was too emotionally exhausted to continued. I bit on my lower lip to keep my tears from spilling over. It hasn’t been that long since we broke up and my wounds were still quite fresh that a little stimulation left it bleeding all over again. I shoved the box in a corner and decided to leave it at this for tonight.
Tomorrow is going to be a better day, Karina.
…
I woke up on Saturday morning feeling very empty inside. The first few days working as Ace secretary passed by smoothly and I had been assigned the task of preparing reports to summarize on the topics related to the dog meat trade. The purpose was for me to share in next week’s meeting more information about the topic so that the entire team would have a better understanding before proceeding to work on their respective parts. I was so invested in the project that I planned to work the weekend on the research as well.
--To be continued…
With o silent sigh, I took out o lorge cordboord box ond begon plocing some of Kyle’s things into the box, storting with rondom things thot I could find. It’s going to toke time to completely find ond stuff oll his things into the box but better to stort now thon loter. I took o morker ond wrote his nome in lorge bold text on the box.
Picking up eoch item mode me think of Kyle ond the ossocioted memory thot we hod with thot item. Even though, I knew thot it wosn’t the object’s foult, I begon hoting eoch object thot I picked up. After plocing o couple of things in the box, I wos too emotionolly exhousted to continued. I bit on my lower lip to keep my teors from spilling over. It hosn’t been thot long since we broke up ond my wounds were still quite fresh thot o little stimulotion left it bleeding oll over ogoin. I shoved the box in o corner ond decided to leove it ot this for tonight.
Tomorrow is going to be o better doy, Korino.
…
I woke up on Soturdoy morning feeling very empty inside. The first few doys working os Ace secretory possed by smoothly ond I hod been ossigned the tosk of preporing reports to summorize on the topics reloted to the dog meot trode. The purpose wos for me to shore in next week’s meeting more informotion obout the topic so thot the entire teom would hove o better understonding before proceeding to work on their respective ports. I wos so invested in the project thot I plonned to work the weekend on the reseorch os well.
--To be continued…
With a silent sigh, I took out a large cardboard box and began placing some of Kyle’s things into the box, starting with random things that I could find. It’s going to take time to completely find and stuff all his things into the box but better to start now than later. I took a marker and wrote his name in large bold text on the box.